Im going to achive this.

Justin Bieber>> you.: September 29th 2012.

Wed, 23 Jan 2013 01:39:19 -0500

Justin Bieber>> you.: September 29th 2012. :

Best night of my life.

i cannot explain the perfection of justin. honestly.

I got to the arena at 7am. and there was only 5 girls there.

and i waited and waited and waited. and then at 1030. i saw him.

flawless. he was on the bus, standing next to the driver and he wrote “jb” on his arm and i…

Justin Bieber>> you.: still freaking out.

Wed, 23 Jan 2013 01:36:58 -0500

Justin Bieber>> you.: still freaking out.:

youngheartnotmind:

I cant BELIEVE I’m going to see justin bieber.

me.

Smashley.

Who would of ever thought.

i ~~cried~~ bawled for 5 hours after watching NSN. and now,

im going to be the girl in the crowd,

screaming her heart out, probably crying,

as i watch Justin do what he loves, for us.

his beliebers,…

me 50% of the time: I need to eat healthy, diet diet diet, skinny summer body, healthy healthy...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 20:23:09 -0500

me 50% of the time: I need to eat healthy, diet diet diet, skinny summer body, healthy healthy healthy, no chocolate no lollies nothing, its bad for me, HEALTHY

me the other 50% of the time: eat whatever you want, does not matter, yum , screw diets, lollies make me happy, choccollaateee, idc what people think of my body. screw diets, FOOD FOOD FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

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Fri, 02 Nov 2012 17:03:58 -0400

get-thinspiration: icanhasflatstomachplez: beforetheyearisover:...

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 15:50:19 -0400

get-thinspiration:

icanhasflatstomachplez:

beforetheyearisover:

skinnyydarling:

Shane Dawson used to be over 300 pounds. He now weighs around 170. He knows exactly what it feels like. (x)

truer words have never been spoken.

this is so true, my skinny friends dont know what i am going through

say NO to food VEMEBER

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 11:24:34 -0400

Im going to loose so much weight in november. i will be beautiful in 2013.

i promise.

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Wed, 31 Oct 2012 10:53:38 -0400

Gunna start running this blog again. fuck fat to hell. this is...

Sat, 27 Oct 2012 15:55:26 -0400

Gunna start running this blog again.

fuck fat to hell.

this is my dream body pretty much!

So fucking sad. a lot of people are loosing weight.

Thu, 04 Oct 2012 10:38:25 -0400

and i gained all the weight ive lost.

the girl that i dont like at all.. and she doesnt really like me at all.. we were in dance together and we could NEVER get along.

she was as big as me.

now she has a fat tummy. nicer legs. wears cute clothes. smaller/shorter shirts.

post pictures in bikinis. what

i need to get the fuck on this.

ugh i hate my self. all my disorderd thoughts are coming back…

The process of an eating disorder.

Mon, 17 Sep 2012 23:27:16 -0400

Me: Hmm, I have been eating really unhealthy the past few days- I should go on a diet.
Me: I just need to lose some weight.
Me: I bet things would be better if I were thinner.
Me: Wow, I'm fat. I'm so disgusting.
Me: I am a failure. I don't deserve to eat.
Me: I hate this. I need help, but I'm a burden to everyone. I feel so alone.
Me: I want to die.

Nothing to do with my blog buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut. All i ever do is cry and complain allllll the time, I...

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 01:00:42 -0400

Nothing to do with my blog buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.

All i ever do is cry and complain allllll the time,

I self harmed today. first time in a while. oh wellll…. :/

I wish i had someone that actually cared about me.

I wish i had a boyfriend, that i could cry on his shoulder instead of my pillow. </3

I really just wish all this could stop. honestly i cant take it.

i love the feeling of self harm and it sucks real bad.

i just really need someone thats there for me,

i can not count how many friends i have and i mean that in a kind of good way. like i do have LOTS of friends, not being cocky. but its true. and i have like 10-20 friends that sayll theyre there for me and that they will listen to when i vent and stuff. but i honestly feel like they really dont care, theylll all listen to me. and pretend but it really sucks… :/

gahh this freaking sucks.

someone love me please.

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Wed, 05 Sep 2012 00:27:05 -0400

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Fri, 31 Aug 2012 01:03:59 -0400

Okay, I wanna have a "healthy" day tomorrow. (:

Fri, 31 Aug 2012 01:02:31 -0400

Breakfast: Blueberry muffin, and golden gram ceral.

Lunch:(basicly snack,) this probably is gunna be too healthy cause its school lunch.

but ill get the healthiest option. or a granola bar and specal k chips. :D

Snack: (basicly lunch) after school before practice) Turkey sandwich with veggies and watter (subway)

Dinner; (at practice) stupid 2 a day..) i think coach is ordering pizza w/ carrots or sandwiches. :/

and thats all. :D

Dear Fat,

Thu, 30 Aug 2012 14:58:31 -0400

I hope you enjoyed this summer.

The Sunshine, The heat, The flip flops, The river, The parties, and the hangovers.

Because guess what?

Next Summer, I’m NOT bringing you with me.

I need theese negitive people out of my life. I know this has nothing to do with weightloss but, no...

Thu, 30 Aug 2012 14:00:55 -0400

I need theese negitive people out of my life.

I know this has nothing to do with weightloss but, no one is probably going to read this. and this is my only blog i can vent on.

Ive been crying for so long.

everything hurts.

I have sooo much stress.

Seriuously. Can someone please let me vent to them.

I dont think i had this more stress/ feelings when i was diagnosed with depression…..

atelophobia-a: like today. i was walking and some guys was...

Wed, 29 Aug 2012 23:33:09 -0400

atelophobia-a:

like today. i was walking and some guys was laughing at me. and ah i’m fat.

thinnyiscuute: Congrats Girl!!! :))))

Sat, 25 Aug 2012 12:00:20 -0400

thinnyiscuute:

Congrats Girl!!! :))))