woke up early this morning.
made breakfast; green tea oatmeal with almond milk and sliced almonds.
a 170 calorie breakfast.
then BAM. my tummy started hurting BAD.
then i felt like i was going to puke.
i ate like literally 3 spoon fulls of oatmeal and a few sips of tea, and then i threw up.
it was so gross, and after i thought i was going to pass out. \i sat on the potty and my eyes were closing, i used ALL my energy to walk to the living room to get my grandma, and my vision went out.
everything was super blurry, and i couldnt see anything!
i layed down, ate 3 green grapes, and now i just feel really week.
my grandma didnt let me go to school because i “look pale and weak”
so i basiclly threw up those 3 spoons of oatmeal, and a lot of tea from yesterday.
i basiclly have a negitive intake.
but im counting just a little baby bit of the oat meal
i might eat my “tray” its a sliced apple, grapes, and cheese cubes. for 170cal
buuuuuuuuuuuuuut, since i cant go to school, im stuck at home around all this dam food. and sweets.
whats horrible is, i like this week hungry feeling. (: